It is the beginning of the crunch! The money isn’t stretching as far as it should. I’ll be late with this, late with that, and I still don’t have a job. But am I going to let it get me down? Well, a little bit it seems. I did a lot of lying down and resting on my bed today, after spending many hours this morning at Human Services. It looks like I can get GA, General Assistance, but only about $333 a month. My rent is $629. But I don’t want to drag my readers down into the dumps with me. I don’t know what lies beyond the bend, and around the next corner. And I am so sick of these expressions. I have used them too often! To hang in there is not a fun thing.
When my life feels rotten
I gotta sing
Nothing else matters as much as
When all of it is losing steam
And becoming ragged
But I keep on smiling
My despair will not pay the bills
My depression will not save me
Lifting up my spirits may be a hard thing
to keep on doing day after day after day
But I’ll do it anyway
This was going to be a little pep talk for myself, but it isn’t working real well. The heavy weight of reality is making hard for me to shine as brightly as before.I need help. I need a lot of help.
This is how the brain goes when I am beyond my cares and woes, and just tired. I need inspiration.
I’ll get out of this mood
I predict sunny skies ahead
Even though I don’t believe what I just said
Sunny skies ahead